Brother Odd

vulnerable as an ant in the shadow of a descending shoe.
        Seeming whiter than usual in the company of inky bodachs, Boo did not growl, but watched these spirits with suspicion and disgust.
        I pretended to have come here to assure myself that the thermostat had been properly set, to raise the pleated shades and confirm that the window had been firmly closed against all drafts, to dredge some wax from my right ear and to pry a shred of lettuce from between two teeth, though not with the same finger.
        The bodachs ignored me-or pretended to ignore me.
        Sleeping Justine had their complete attention. Their hands or paws hovered a few inches over the girl, and their fingers or talons described circles in the air above her, as if they were novelty-act musicians playing an instrument composed of drinking glasses, rubbing eerie music from the wet crystal rims.
        Perhaps, like an insistent rhythm, her innocence excited them. Perhaps her humble circumstances, her lamblike grace, her complete vulnerability were the movements of a symphony to them.
        I can only theorize about bodachs. I know nothing for certain about their nature or about their origins.
        This is true not only of bodachs. The file labeled things about which odd Thomas knows nothing is no less immense than the universe.
        The only thing I know for sure is how much I do not know. Maybe there is wisdom in that recognition. Unfortunately, I have found no comfort in it.
        Having been bent over Justine, the three bodachs abruptly stood upright and, as one, turned their wolfish heads toward the door, as if in response to a summoning trumpet that I could not hear.
        Evidently Boo could not hear it, either, for his ears did not prick up. His attention remained on the dark spirits.
        Like shadows chased by sudden light, the bodachs whirled from the bed, swooped to the door, and vanished into the hallway.
        Inclined to follow them, I hesitated when I discovered Justine staring at me. Her blue eyes were limpid pools: so clear, seemingly without mystery, yet bottomless.
        Sometimes you can be sure she sees you. Other times, like this, you sense that, to her, you are as transparent as glass, that she can look through everything in this world.
        I said to her, "Don't be afraid," which was twice presumptuous. First, I didn't know that she was frightened or that she was even capable of fear. Second, my words implied a guarantee of protection that, in the coming crisis, I might not be able to fulfill.
        Too wise and humble to play the hero, Boo had left the room.
        As I headed toward the door, Annamarie, in the first bed, murmured, "Odd."
        Her eyes remained closed. Knots of bedsheet were still clutched in her hands. She breathed shallowly, rhythmically.
        As I paused at the foot of her bed, the girl spoke again, more clearly than before: "Odd."
        Annamarie had been born with myelocele spina bifida. Her hips were dislocated, her legs deformed. Her head on the pillow seemed almost as large as the shrunken body under the blanket.
        She appeared to be asleep, but I whispered, "What is it, sweetie?"
        "Odd one," she said.
        Her mental retardation was not severe and did not reveal itself in her voice, which wasn't thick or slurred, but was high and sweet and charming.
        "Odd one."
        A chill prickled through me equal to the sharpest bite of the winter night outside.
        Something like intuition drew my attention to Justine in the second bed. Her head had turned to follow me. For the first time, her eyes fixed on mine.
        Justine's mouth moved, but she did not produce even one of the wordless sounds of which, in her deeper retardation, she was capable.
        While Justine strove unsuccessfully to speak, Annamarie spoke again: "Odd one."
        The pleated shades hung slack over the windows. The plush-toy kittens on the shelves near Justine's bed sat immobile, without one wink of eye or twitch of whisker.
        On Annamarie's side of the room, the children's books on her shelves were neatly ordered. A china rabbit with flexible furry ears, dressed in Edwardian clothes, stood sentinel on her night-stand.
        All was still, yet I sensed an energy barely contained. I would not have been surprised if every inanimate object in the room had come to life: levitating, spinning, ricocheting wall to