In Death 07 - Holiday in Death

me."
    He cupped his hands, and lifted when she set her boot in them, then watched as she vaulted agilely onto the platform. "I'll wait for you out front," he told her. "You'll want a little time with her."
    "Yeah, I do." She stayed there, kneeling in the wind. Her nose was beginning to run, from the cold, from the storm of emotion still beating inside her. "I couldn't do it, Roarke. I wondered if I could. I was afraid I could. But when it came down to it, I couldn't."
    "I know it. You've grown your own way, Eve." He reached up and squeezed the hand she held down to him. "Go inside, you're cold. I'll be in the car."
    It had been easier, Eve realized, to go out of the window than to talk herself back in. She took a couple of bracing breaths, then pushed up the window and tossed her leg over the sill.
    Peabody sat in bed, wrapped in a blanket with a white-faced McNab's arm around her.
    "She's okay," he said quickly. "He didn't... She's just shaken up. I told the uniforms to stay out there."
    "That's good. We're under control here, McNab. Go on home, get some rest."
    "I... I can bunk on the couch if you want," he said to Peabody.
    "No. Thanks. Really. I'm okay."
    "I'll just -- " He didn't have a clue what to do or how to do it and rose awkwardly. "Should I report in the morning, to close this out?"
    "Day after's soon enough. Take your Christmas. You earned it."
    He managed a quick grin at Eve. "Yeah, guess we all did. I'll see you in a couple of days."
    "He was really nice." Peabody let out a long breath when he left the room. "He kept everyone out, and got me loose and just let me sit. Closed the window because I was cold. So cold. God." She covered her face with her hands.
    "Do you want me to take you to a health center?"
    "No, I'm okay. A little woozy yet. Worse, I guess, 'cause I'd had a few drinks before I got home. You got him, didn't you?"
    "Yeah, I got him."
    Peabody dropped her hands. She fought to keep her face blank and calm, but her eyes were stark. "Is he alive?"
    "Yes."
    "Good. I thought..."
    "So did I. I didn't."
    Abruptly the tears welled up and overflowed. "Oh man. Shit. Here it comes."
    "Okay, let it rip." Eve sat down, wrapped her arms around Peabody and held on while she cried it out.
    "I was so scared, so scared. I didn't expect him to be that strong. I couldn't get to my weapon."
    "You should have run."
    "Would you have?" She drew in a shuddering breath, let it out. They both knew the answer. "I knew you'd come to back me up. But when I came out of it, and I was here and... I didn't think you'd be in time."
    "You did good. You stalled and held him off just long enough." Eve wanted to hang on, to hold on to the sturdiness that was Peabody. Instead she rose. "You want a soother or something? You can take an inducer. He only used over-the-counters."
    "No, I think I'd rather not. Alcohol and tranqs are a bad enough mix without topping it with a soother."
    "I'm going to cut the uniforms loose. Do you want me to call someone to stay with you?"
    "No." The distance was forming, Peabody noted. Inch by inch. "Dallas, I'm sorry. Last night."
    "This isn't an appropriate time to discuss it."
    Peabody set her jaw, then opened and closed the blanket. "I'm not in uniform, so I'm not speaking as aide to superior officer. That means I can say what the hell I want. I didn't like the things you said. I still don't. But I'm glad it mattered enough that you said them. I'm not sorry I jumped you for it, but I am sorry I didn't see it as a friend's concern."
    Eve waited a beat. "Okay, but if you ever do hire twelve LCs to fuck you blind, I want details."
    Peabody sniffed, and managed a watery grin. "It's just a little fantasy of mine. I don't actually make enough to afford twelve at once. But I did have another little fantasy come true tonight. Roarke saw me naked."
    "Christ, Peabody." On a shaky laugh, Eve pulled her close again. This time, she held on. "We're okay."
    She looked so steady, Roarke thought as he watched her stride out of the building. So in charge and in control as she stood in the brisk wind in damp shirtsleeves and issued orders to the uniforms at the door.
    There was blood on her hands. He doubted she knew it.
    And the wave of love struck him like a fist as she shoved one of those smeared hands through her hair and started toward the car.
    "Do you want to stay with her?"
    Eve settled into the warmth of the car. "She's okay. Good cop."
    "So are you." He tipped her face up, and laid his lips on hers in a