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Fifty Shades Trilogy 01 - Fifty Shades of Grey

Fifty Shades Trilogy 01 - Fifty Shades of Grey

Titel: Fifty Shades Trilogy 01 - Fifty Shades of Grey
Autoren: James E. L.
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to lose you.”
    Oh my.
    He gazes down at me, and suddenly, he pulls me into his arms and he’s kissing me, kissing me passionately. It takes me completely by surprise, and I sense his panic and desperate need in his kiss.
    “Don’t leave me. You said you wouldn’t leave me, and you begged me not to leave you, in your sleep,” he murmurs against my lips.
    Oh… my nocturnal confessions.
    “I don’t want to go.” And my heart clenches, turning itself inside out.
    This is a man in need. His fear is naked and obvious, but he’s lost… somewhere in his darkness. His eyes are wide and bleak and tortured. I can soothe him, join him briefly in the darkness and bring him into the light.
    “Show me,” I whisper.
    “Show you?”
    “Show me how much it can hurt.”
    “What?”
    “Punish me. I want to know how bad it can get.”
    Christian steps back away from me, completely confused.
    “You would try?”
    “Yes. I said I would.” But I have an ulterior motive. If I do this for him, maybe he will let me touch him.
    He blinks at me.
    “Ana, you’re so confusing.”
    “I’m confused, too. I’m trying to work this out. And you and I will know, once and for all, if I can do this. If I can handle this, then maybe you –” My words fail me, and his eyes widen again. He knows I am referring to the touch thing. For a moment, he looks torn, but then a steely resolve settles on his features, and he narrows his eyes, gazing at me speculatively as if weighing up alternatives.
    Abruptly, he clasps my arm in a firm grip and turns, leading me out of the great room, up the stairs, and to the playroom. Pleasure and pain, reward and punishment – his words from so long ago echo through my mind.
    “I’ll show you how bad it can be, and you can make your own mind up.” He pauses by the door. “Are you ready for this?”
    I nod, my mind made up, and I’m vaguely lightheaded, faint as all the blood leaves my face.
    He opens the door, and still grasping my arm, grabs what looks like a belt from the rack beside the door, then leads me over to the red leather bench in the far corner of the room.
    “Bend over the bench,” he murmurs softly.
    Okay. I can do this. I bend over the smooth soft leather. He’s left my bathrobe on. In a quiet part of my brain, I’m vaguely surprised that he hasn’t made me take it off. Holy fuck, this is going to hurt… I know. My subconscious has passed out, and my inner goddess is endeavoring to look brave.
    “We’re here because you said yes, Anastasia. And you ran from me. I am going to hit you six times, and you will count with me.”
    Why the hell doesn’t he just get on with it? He always makes such a meal of punishing me. I roll my eyes, knowing full well he can’t see me.
    He lifts the hem of my bathrobe, and for some reason, this feels more intimate than being naked. He gently caresses my behind, running his warm hand all over both cheeks and down to the tops of my thighs.
    “I am doing this so that you remember not to run from me, and as exciting as it is, I never want you to run from me,” he whispers.
    And the irony is not lost on me. I was running to avoid this. If he’d opened his arms, I’d run to him, not away from him.
    “And you rolled your eyes at me. You know how I feel about that.” Suddenly, it’s gone – that nervous edgy fear in his voice. He’s back from wherever he’s been. I hear it in his tone, in the way he places his fingers on my back, holding me – and the atmosphere in the room changes.
    I close my eyes, bracing myself for the blow. It comes hard, snapping across my backside, and the bite of the belt is everything I feared. I cry out involuntarily, and take a huge gulp of air.
    “Count, Anastasia!” he commands.
    “One!” I shout at him, and it sounds like an expletive.
    He hits me again, and the pain pulses and echoes along the line of the belt. Holy shit… that smarts.
    “Two!” I scream. It feels so good to scream.
    His breathing is ragged and harsh, whereas mine is almost nonexistent as I desperately scrabble around my psyche looking for some internal strength. The belt cuts into my flesh again.
    “Three!” Tears spring unwelcome into my eyes. Jeez – this is harder than I thought – so much harder than the spanking. He’s not holding anything back.
    “Four!” I yell as the belt bites me again, and now the tears are streaming down my face. I don’t want to cry. It angers me that I am crying. He hits me again.
    “Five.”
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